4.5 yr reflections

hmmm i have known God for 4.5 yrs liaoz i guess... ok lah, i'm sure of it wahahaha... this period has really been full of its ups and downs, 12 mths in JC 2 of CJC, 6 mths of NS trainee life, 6 mths of Bruneian daze, 7 mths lobo as clerk, 24 mths in NUS... the JC times were my innoncent yrs, filled with child-like faith and joy in all service to God... the NS training was a time when i was truly devoted to God in spending devotional time with Him daily w/o fail, even if it means using a torch under my blanket when its lights out hahaha... the Bruneian daze was really a daze, a time of testing, a time of rebellion, bitterness and distrust... the lobo times was one of threading the line, sitting on the fence... the large bulk of NUS life was led quite aimlessly, just flowing along as best as i can... I pray tat the time to come will be one tat is victorious and glorious in God!