Hurts from a friend, to trust or not to trust?

this 2 days have been hurts upon hurts dealt by ppl i love, i trust... do they care? i ask myself and my mind answers 'yes, abt themselves probably' its all abt them them them, and dare they say all i think abt is me me me, ppl who preached of "not looking at the saw dust but at the plank" doing the exact opposite, how can i trust, how can i love? i'm but human, a very weak one in heart, fragile in emotions... betrayal... 'no, they love u' ppl say, cheated... 'no, they can be trusted' ppl say, distrust... 'yes, do not have it in ur heart' ppl say, all r just forcing me to blind myself to the obivious... betrayal... nearly there i think, cheated... yes all for my own folly, distrust... when trust is misplaced-of cos... sadness overwhelms, tears overflows, angst grows, anger explodes...