想念你 有點 blue, only blue... ~ 陶喆

well looks like my mood kicked in again... feeling down and blue after surfing thru a yahoo grp tat i had put in lots of effort to maintain... but now no satisfaction remains, no memories, no nothing... its just forgotten and buried... just like me...

my new MSN nick 今の私は神の光を見ることができない... それじゃ... 私は暗闇にとどまる...

loosely translated using Alta Vista Babel Fish Translation, it means "As for current me it cannot look at the light of God... that... I am restricted to the darkness..."

well i'm quite down and out now... lagging way behind on my honours project schedule, my lectures and all tutorials untouched... i'm going to be a dead man in due time, but well i'm still struggling to survive... academia is really not for me... i really desire the simplicity of life in ancient days, life may be hard, but its much more simple and direct... but yet its all just a dream...