Lost in Transition...
i'm supposed to be asleep now but some tots just kept bugging me tat i cldnt get myself down to slp... anyway realised also tat i MIA-ed for quite some time, well cos i was quite busy recently... well to sum out wat i missed out 1st, the testimony i mentioned regarding some computer stuff...
well actually qiaoping's laptop was down and she asked me for help to fix it, but initially i cldnt, cos i wasnt able to access her harddrive at all using all the stuff i had and borrowed, so i had tot it was really gone case liaoz and i told her tat, and we agreed tat i'd help her replace her harddrive and also install windows XP instead, with this decision i went to sim lim to shop for a harddrive, the cheapest price i cld find was 90+, however adding a bundle of a 2.5" ext casing cost just a few bucks more and the cheapest price of such casing is actually 10 bucks or so, thus i decided tat i'd actually want to get such a casing and also a harddrive for myself in the future, so i just bought the bundle and was intending to pass on the discount to qiaoping actually (i.e. i pay 10, she pays the balance) but well a stroke of inspiration prompted me to give things a last try, to access her harddrive using tat casing (not v logical cos actually i tried using another casing before, but they r slightly different kind, the other one came with memory card readers also) and well God blessed both me and qiaoping, the harddrive was accessible and then recovered thru some effort on my part, it was actually crippled by a virus which destroyed some system files, well so qiaoping got her laptop back in 1 piece, while i ended up buying an ext harddrive tat i had so much wanted but nvr really got down to buying it... God works in strange ways hahaha
well back to the topic... i'm now officially in the working adults grp, the NG grp, but i'm feeling very lost... i dun really have an identity, a belonging, a sure footing of where i stand... i feel its partly due to the high uncertainty associated with my re-enlistment to NS... i had a dream and also a nightmare abt it recently... very disturbing... lots of ppl have already settled down in the new CGs and stuff, but i still feel tat i'm floating ard... things are so uncertain and i'm so disturbed tat even knowing tat God is sovereign doesnt ease it... i'm in great need of peace... the peace i 1st experienced in my 1st service in Hope, i desire it so much now... the peace tat eludes me... God grant me tat peace again, tat tangible and assuring peace...
well actually qiaoping's laptop was down and she asked me for help to fix it, but initially i cldnt, cos i wasnt able to access her harddrive at all using all the stuff i had and borrowed, so i had tot it was really gone case liaoz and i told her tat, and we agreed tat i'd help her replace her harddrive and also install windows XP instead, with this decision i went to sim lim to shop for a harddrive, the cheapest price i cld find was 90+, however adding a bundle of a 2.5" ext casing cost just a few bucks more and the cheapest price of such casing is actually 10 bucks or so, thus i decided tat i'd actually want to get such a casing and also a harddrive for myself in the future, so i just bought the bundle and was intending to pass on the discount to qiaoping actually (i.e. i pay 10, she pays the balance) but well a stroke of inspiration prompted me to give things a last try, to access her harddrive using tat casing (not v logical cos actually i tried using another casing before, but they r slightly different kind, the other one came with memory card readers also) and well God blessed both me and qiaoping, the harddrive was accessible and then recovered thru some effort on my part, it was actually crippled by a virus which destroyed some system files, well so qiaoping got her laptop back in 1 piece, while i ended up buying an ext harddrive tat i had so much wanted but nvr really got down to buying it... God works in strange ways hahaha
well back to the topic... i'm now officially in the working adults grp, the NG grp, but i'm feeling very lost... i dun really have an identity, a belonging, a sure footing of where i stand... i feel its partly due to the high uncertainty associated with my re-enlistment to NS... i had a dream and also a nightmare abt it recently... very disturbing... lots of ppl have already settled down in the new CGs and stuff, but i still feel tat i'm floating ard... things are so uncertain and i'm so disturbed tat even knowing tat God is sovereign doesnt ease it... i'm in great need of peace... the peace i 1st experienced in my 1st service in Hope, i desire it so much now... the peace tat eludes me... God grant me tat peace again, tat tangible and assuring peace...
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