God works in miraculous ways
well i'm eating a bowl of porridge now as i type, wat porridge is tat? seriously i cant name it hahaha... its content is minced meat, prawns, fishcake and squid... muahahaha wat weird content rite? well but its cooked by my mum heehee so it taste nice nonetheless, there's always the flavour of family in it :)
sort of reflected back a bit and realised some things which seems to be from God, as most of u ppl reading my blog wld know my dad was hospitalised twice in the span of 2 months, which made me quite sianz and stuff, and the situation at home hasnt really been the best with quarrels and near-fights between my parents... all these seems like hell is gonna come loose... tats was the view i adopted initially, was like complaining to God, "why!!!" but well let me offer an alternative view now hahaha
something tat most ppl may not know is tat i'm really quite jealous of families tat cook their own dinner, cos ever since my sec sch days, meals have always been eating out... either i buy my own food back or my parents tapao for me... it was only till NUS days tat i get to taste "home-cooked" food again from dear brothers and sisters like weizhu, robert, sijia and claire... and think there was once i shared abt this feeling to claire hahaha and well i guess God knows me even better, and this whole hospital issue has resulted tat my mum cooks porridge daily now to cater to my dad's nutritional needs and i get to enjoy home cooked food for real once again :) though it doesnt taste anything near wat robert and claire can conjure but still nothing beats the family flavour :) and on top of tat, the quarrels at home have their advantage also, cos my dad is a very strong headed and stubborn person... he has a very big ego and also a super-superstitious view on his gambling outcomes... and for me, i see the possibility of him being changed thru this situation esp when my mum has always been letting him have his way, but now she's pushing for the right things... things maybe rough now but i believe it'll work out one day in God's plan
and well in conclusion for ppl to learn from this, things look really different thru ur own eyes and thru God's lens, try to look thru the lens of faith... i know its hard cos i struggle with it many times also but its an eternal truth tat will prevail :)
sort of reflected back a bit and realised some things which seems to be from God, as most of u ppl reading my blog wld know my dad was hospitalised twice in the span of 2 months, which made me quite sianz and stuff, and the situation at home hasnt really been the best with quarrels and near-fights between my parents... all these seems like hell is gonna come loose... tats was the view i adopted initially, was like complaining to God, "why!!!" but well let me offer an alternative view now hahaha
something tat most ppl may not know is tat i'm really quite jealous of families tat cook their own dinner, cos ever since my sec sch days, meals have always been eating out... either i buy my own food back or my parents tapao for me... it was only till NUS days tat i get to taste "home-cooked" food again from dear brothers and sisters like weizhu, robert, sijia and claire... and think there was once i shared abt this feeling to claire hahaha and well i guess God knows me even better, and this whole hospital issue has resulted tat my mum cooks porridge daily now to cater to my dad's nutritional needs and i get to enjoy home cooked food for real once again :) though it doesnt taste anything near wat robert and claire can conjure but still nothing beats the family flavour :) and on top of tat, the quarrels at home have their advantage also, cos my dad is a very strong headed and stubborn person... he has a very big ego and also a super-superstitious view on his gambling outcomes... and for me, i see the possibility of him being changed thru this situation esp when my mum has always been letting him have his way, but now she's pushing for the right things... things maybe rough now but i believe it'll work out one day in God's plan
and well in conclusion for ppl to learn from this, things look really different thru ur own eyes and thru God's lens, try to look thru the lens of faith... i know its hard cos i struggle with it many times also but its an eternal truth tat will prevail :)
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