Psalms 23:1

The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not be in want.
耶和华是我的牧者，我必不致缺乏。

was getting a bit negative and also welling in up in jealousy and envy for some stuff in life, then this verse came into my mind... then meaning of the verse with regards to those feelings in very clear... and quoting Ps Jeff (if i din remember wrongly) "Don't wait until God is all we have left to realise that He is all that we need"... its easy to see the solution offered here but its hard to actualise it... feelings of envy and jealousy are really illogical, even if they do go by logic, its a warpped one, like "we're all humans, how come he has more?", "we're all friends, how come he treats him better?"... and dealing with these tots can be quite tiring... humans are fallible, comparing and calculative... i'm like one too but i'm working towards the opposite... i was just reflecting on yrs way back, in 2000, what ever happened to the joyful, cheerful, sacrificing, helpful, loving, enthusiastic, zealous KC? i pray that i can find him back one day...