Aimless

blogging in sch from qiyuan's laptop now... feeling very aimless abt the day... have been waiting the whole day actually, but i guess need to sort some stuff out cos the wait seems endless, gotten myself into some trouble with OSA, may most prob terminate my hostel stay and also need to pay a monetary fine, but just hoping for the best... anyway if they terminate it now, i shd get back the refund of the remaining few weeks of rent from them and use it to pay for the fine, so it shdnt set me back by too much... finances have been draining during this period esp even harder as i plan to go on a trip after the exams, estimate $1200 for trip to australia or $800 for trip to hongkong, then still need to plan the repayment of my laptop loan... haiz... longing for financial freedom... sch's been boring, super boring, i'm giving up on all my modules liaoz, only working on my hons project now... all my focus is on it, cos if it hits a B then all other modules no longer matters... been slacking, playing dota and getting more prideful abt my own skills, watching drama series, likening my own personality to the rebellious character in the show... so many things tat i wanna burst out complaining and screaming to the OSA ppl, they got whole lots of crap, but well since they r the authority i cant do anything abt it, just let it be... seriously i feel tat NUS is really an idiotic instituition which totally takes on Singapore as a "fine" university... if this place is gonna produce the new leaders of Singapore, i guess we have no future to speak of liaoz...