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Saturday, September 09, 2006

Mixed Emotions

have been on an emotional rollercoaster since a few weeks back when CPC called to inform me of my pending posting out of 46 SAR, was really relieved last thurs, 070906 when my fervent prayer for a positive reply by the end of tat day itself was answered by my officer telling me tat i will be posted to MINDEF, which entails office working hrs and the privilege to stay home, however one thing remained in my path, i had hoped and prayed for to be posted out of the unit by the 15th as i have a clerk duty on sat, the 16th, which happens to be my church anniversary celebration, i was initially relieved when i got to know tat my posting was supposed to be on the 13th of sept, but then just yesterday evening my officer brought me bad news, owing to my chief clerk's request, he has fought to keep me in the unit until the 20th of sept, which pulled tat big problem straigh back into my path... was very down emotionally... initially i had planned to just return home directly with my stuff, but then i decided to look for some ppl to share my burdens, i've spoken to my officer on friday itself regarding this issue and he argeed to help me find a way out of it, but the results wun be known until monday... the best outcome is tat my posting is reverted to the original date cos it'd give me more time to adjust to the new environment also, and next best is having the duty removed unconditionally. but all in all i wanna honour God for His work in this whole turn of events, as this 8-5 stay out posting was wat the unit prayed for me in our unit prayer meet just before i was re-enlisted, i'm looking forward to the day it'll come to pass fully, giving me a more fruitful learning experience in wat i'm doing and also more time for fellowship and availability... God help me calm my raging and unsettled heart, give me the peace and assurance that Your mighty Hand is above all these things that are happening, for You oh Lord are my sovereign God. Help me be still and know that You are God.

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